OMG! WE ONLY HAVE 127 DAYS TO GO! AND I AM FREAKING!

I am nervous, scared, EXCITED...all at once!  Daniel says he isn't, he just wants to go...yeah, right!  We still haven't had Joshuas' adoption court date yet, haven't been able to sell the 2 jeeps yet (not for the lack of trying), and still haven't done anything with the house. 

On the house situation, I think my daughter, Brandi will move in while she gets her life together after her divorce. At least we don't have to worry about selling all of the furniture, or leaving the house empty for a long period of time.

Another big thing, my last day of work, of doing hair, will be Dec. 14...Hair is my hobby, always has been.  I love my job, I get paid for doing my hobby!  I will miss it terribly!

And another big thing...missing my daughter, steps, and grandkids! I know my steps will be good, they have their "poopy" together and they are doing great! Christopher/Tamara, Jammie/Susie/Noah, and Jared/Susie all have stable careers or going to school, have stable LIVES!  They are doing great and love them all so much...Then there is my daughter Brandi, who has 2 kids (Joshua and Aubrie), going through a divorce, just starting a new job, and will be needing a place to stay where she can save some money to get on her feet...I worry about leaving her, but maybe I need to leave so that she can learn to survive on her own.  We will be taking Joshua with us for 6 months and letting her stay in the house for a while, so I hope that she will swim rather that sink...God, I love her and only want good things for her!